My old self

pasaway! sobra...hinde ko kayang ipakita sa tao na mabait ako...lalo na kapag nakasanayan ko ng mangulit...balt sibuyas ako...madaling masaktan...nagtatapangtangan..akala mo matatag pero isang tira pa lang natutumba na...iyakin..maalala lang masasakit na ngyari..iyak na agad..pero d ko alam kung kanino iiyak..hinde maintindihan ng marami dahil magulo...mataray! pero sa totoo lang, front lang ung pagtataray..d ko alam ung reason pero mas gusto kong makilala akong mataray then mapatunayang hinde pala pero kung d man cla makarating dun, nakakalungkot naman...madaldal, akala mo walang lihim na itinatago pero sa totoo lang, napakamalihim...kpag sa pakiramdam ay di na magada, d na magsasalita..matalas ang mata at tenga...kung me makalusot man, konti lang..sryoso sa buhay..maraming pangarap at responsibilidad...mahirap masaktan...lumalayo, nagkukubli at nagtatago..bumubuo ng invisible wall sa mga taong nakasakit...hindi madaling makalimot pero me memory gap...nagpapakamatay kasi martir..magulo! hinde maintindihan ang gusto sa buhay...nasasaktan na, cge pa rin. matigas ang ulo, bingi! me paninindigan sa pinaniniwalaan...hinde ako mabait...

 

A lot has changed since I wrote this, but I still want to save this to lookback and measure how much I have changed for the better.

Fresh start

Its been awhile since I updated this site. A lot of things have happened. The chapter about my last relationship is finally closed, after three years. My friendship with everyone blossomed. There are too many stories to tell but I think I will just let my daily blog compensate for the time that I missed.

 

At present I am in Darwin, Australia. Spending my last two days at the office, waiting for the holidays to come this sat. I’ll be in melbourne this weekends to visit a friend as well as in Singapore afterwards. Then back home, I will catch up with all of my friends. I also need to prepare for the badminton tourney this coming October. There are more things to come. I am very thankful with all these blessings.