My ideal weight

In my previous blogs...I mentioned about focusing in ideal weight....last night, I am 60.2 kg....way out of my ideal weight....with this i need strategies to get back in shape....take note that its quite hard to make this public. I am thinking of adding up physical activities. I actually have 2 options, first is to enroll in a gym to give me a little push to give value to my membership fee....this will allow me to do regular cardio amidst the changing weather. The 2nd option is to commit to run/jog daily in a nearby park. It is cheap I am dependent on good weather and I spent less hours in the cardio. Another strategy is to improve my choices of food. This entails that I will start to choose more healthier options such as fish and veggies over red meat stuffs.This is kind a hard considering that it is much cheaper to live by eating fast food stuffs and pork...It would be fun to trim down to 50 kg or less. This will be timely for my bora trip and some party for December. With this I am committing my self to a healthier change. I hope to adapt a healthier habit soon. habit of doing more and eating healthier

Telling the truth...

Telling the truth is an important part of discovering who you are. The truth will set as free as everyone knows this but a phrase that is hard to live by. I can still remember my younger years when I always believe that I am hiding under a Happy mask. There were times when I felt so lonely and weak but I don't want the people to see my vulnerability. It even came to a point when I don't want people seeing me crying. I don't want them to see me cry because I feel so weak. In my mind, they accepted me because I have this strong personality and showing them my vulnerability will dislike me. This is the same feeling that I felt when I failed my Electronics in College and when I failed my relationship. I diverted all my attention to projecting my composure and hiding again under the happy mask. I am happy and found a family with my team. I was given a chance to work outside of the country and I was indeed blessed in meeting all of them and having that experience. It was earlier this year that I am facing feelings of loneliness and laziness. Not the usual adventurous and eager me that I know. I study the factors, trying to identify the dillema. It was the peak of stress and I cannot handle it anymore. I then accept to myself that I am not happy. After that acceptance, the people around me notice the change in aura from a stressed weekend to a more free weekdays.

I started to let go of my look good image and is learning to be true to myself. I commit that truthfulness will always be of me and will not compromise my happiness to other people's expectation. This is my life and I will live it to the best way that I know...I commit to truth and will live by the truth.

I am now commiting myself to bring change in my life in 30 days. I will be following the book of Rhonda Britten. Will keep you posted of how i will bring the change that I need in my llife....

Gratitude makes a difference

I am in a state of stress at present. Pressure over my projects overwhelmed me over the weekends. Even its monday, my day is filled with tense and pressure. It is toiling up on me and I have to admit that I am not coping up well. I almost give up but then my mom reminds me that I am not counting my blessings. I am guilty of it and so I am now counting my blessings.

1. I am thankful that I am now a PM, I may have not dream of it before but then it has been a prestigious profession and I am thankful that I was  given a chance to learn it in FPI
2. Since I started in my new group I am learning new things, some of the things that I am not confident enough such as planning and documentation
3. I am thankful with my team leads, they have been very responsible and they exceeded my expectation when I got them.
4.I am thankful with my engineers and subcon, they have been very supportive to the team and shows commitment to our project
5. I am thankful that we were given a 1 month extension to reslove the issues in my project
6. I am thankful that I have ny tribe to help me in my business. This will be my passport for January.
7. I am thankful for the enlightenment given by Atty. nick.
8. I am thankful for selling half of my blouses, more sales to come
9. I am thankful for the big order that we have for our pins
10. I am thankul for my guest this coming wed.

There are more. I will stop with this and continue this tomorrow.

My Obstacles will be my stepping stones

All situations have its two face and its always our choice where to look and focus our attention. When it rains, you can be happy for the soil will now be watered and all the plants in it or you could be angry because of the hard time you encountered during the rain. Same thing is in our life, we could be all day complaining about what is happening in our life, we can put our blame on everyone about our reality but we can also act on our reality to make it better and happier. I may be at the storms right now, everything seems to not falling into its right place, I even came to a point that I am thinking that I made the wong decision. But there is no turning back. I believe that there is always a purpose and that I am made a winner, I always add values to other people's lives. I may not  see it clearly at present but I believe my reality is to be the best in the things that I do.My baptism at present is like of a fire but I believe that this fire purifies me and will make me more valuable. I appreciate the learnings that I am taking, I am indeed getting out of my comfort zone, I am trying to shift from an engineer mindset to a PM mindset and soon to be a business person mindset. I admit I am having a hard time today but I know that everyday that I am learning I am improving and soon my reality will be the goals that I have. To be good at my craft and soon a business builder. My current situations seems to be the obstacles to success but victorious people see these as stepping stones to leap higher and reach the top faster. I trust in the Lord that all of these is part of his plan. Everything will come to me at the right time and that everything has its purpose. As the message that I received this morning, keep on driving until we are out of the storm, never give up. I claim that this is all for the better, I am part of a much bigger plan and that I am stronger day by day, each day closer to my success and happiness.

26 years of fun and happiness

It was my birthday yesterday. I appreciate all the greetings that I received in FB. It was really overwhelming. Although I am hoping that some special people would have greeted me but then the overwhelming attention is enough to make me felt thankful for the friendships that I have. Looking back, my 26 years started with fun being an only daughter. Then my siblings came up and I have to deal with some personal concerns. Good thing I still manage to be happy and divert my attention to my new role, the eldest sister, the 3rd parent. It was in my college days that I was given full freedom. I lived in the city alone and found a 2nd family with MITSCA. It is in that family that i grown alot. Some may not be as pleasant to remember but still I acknowledge how they changed my life for the better. Moving from college to work, I loved my team like a family. We started rough but then we overcome our differences and come to embrace the personality of each member. Then I was dispatched to Darwin and I met new friends, I am very much thankful with the opportunity given to me to learn new culture and grow even more. My emotions are tested as well and little by little I came to master my emotions. At present I am now into Create Abundance Community, My 5 months has been valuable in terms of my personal learning. I am looking forward in reaping the rewards of my hard work in my business. With the help of my community, I will enjoy Financial Freedom and bring change to the world working on a higher purpose.